Thursday, May 19, 2011

Deactivate !

It was undeniable that facebook is such a great social networking !
It is much contradict with the era of friendster and myspace which only used by
teenagers and some adults. But facebook , come on ! who dont have it?
Even professional institutions crete one for them ! people do buissness , get along with old friends,
wedding invitations , What else...... it is also a place where two people who was in a relationship had to hide their relationship so that in won't spread out ! why ? i don't know. just to be humble kottt...
whatever . it is also turn to be a place where we seldom get misunderstading with our partner. so,be careful lovebirds ! what the hell man ? it happends to me. so,i'm currently deactivating my facebook account. coz ' it became an issue to fight with him xpasal2. xpe lah ! the end.

Monday, March 28, 2011

i hate durian. i can't stand the smell. other people would says mengada2 ar malay people xmakan durian, tp sumpah i mmg xsuke. 3days ago..out of nowhere i feel like tasting just a little bit of the king of fruit, durian. 3 hari jugakk la dok ajak kumbang pg bli dian 2.....mcm2 hal la pdahal ade je org jual durian depan uitm 2,xpe lah u....
in the end..i go find it myself with my friends.they enjoy it a lot. but i finish only 1 small piece of it with tears in heart... u never be by my side when i want you....thank you sygg . i can't felt anything much that sad..

MY CRYING BLANKET.

Lately ni i ada new activity....which is nangis dalam selimut tebal. Because i juz can't spit it out!
i can't tell other people about my feelings..but he's not there to listen.. if i tell it out, things will go round other way. misunderstandings. fed up la.. xmampu nk tangung alone,can't share with him, can't tell other people, can't post truth in blogs...hhere, i just feel like write it out since it just cannot come out from my mouth straight a way. i stuck here. i stress. i pissed off. but i love him. n most important , i'm writing while crying in my blanket.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

kumbang!

L, its very obvious ok? its you! ONLY YOU!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

away from him and i'm hurting!


12 signs, He’s the one

• 1. He understands.

• He always tries to see your side of things. This means that even if he’s seen you get upset or cry about something a hundred times before, he still tries to calm you down and makes you feel better.

• 2. He tells you.

• Oh those three special words, the words some men have major trouble saying. Well, if he says them often, count yourself lucky. Hearing him say “I love you,” and knowing he means every word, is proof that he’s one of a kind.

• 3. He shows you.

• We all know most men have trouble expressing their feelings with words. So, sometimes they use other forms of expression. Forms of expression include: taking you out for dinner when he thinks you need a break from cooking or understanding that you might need some time to yourself. While you may like to hear those sweet whispers of affection from him, it’s a fact that actions speak louder than words.

• 4. He listens to you.

• Is he’s genuinely interested in what you’re saying when you talk to him? Does he give you his undivided attention during your conversations, instead of having the television blaring in the background? It’s an important sign, if he shows he’s really concerned about your feelings, and especially what you have to say.

• 5. He’s happy around you.

• Smiles? Laughter? Excited to spend time with you and not his guy friends? Glad just to be with you? If he can’t get enough of you, it’s a sure sign that he’s really attracted and in love.

• 6. He compliments you.

• He notices when you change something about your appearance. He appreciates when you take the time to look great. When he looks you up and down admiringly with a little smile and tells you how beautiful you are, you know you matter.

• 7. He takes care of you.

• Is he your own personal guardian angel? Does he baby you when you’re sick and nurse you back to health? If the answer is ‘yes’, then it’s a pretty sure bet you’ve got a good thing going.

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• 8. His friends and family like you.

• You can gauge how a man feels about you from the way his circle of friends and family treat you. If you are held in high regard, and they have embraced you like one of their own, it’s a fact he’s been telling them how happy he is to have you in his life.

• 9. He appreciates you.

• Telling you how proud he is of your achievements or praising you to his family and friends is a wonderful signal. It’s a sign he is in deep appreciation of who you are to him.

• 10. He asks for your opinion.

• He asks for your advice, considers it and may put it to good use. When important decisions are at stake concerning him, he doesn’t just go ahead and decide on his own what he thinks is right.

• 11. He’s interested in what you want too.

• Let’s say you’re both watching television and you want to watch Desperate Housewives while he’d like to catch 24. You know how men are when it comes to the remote control! If he lets you watch your show of choice, not in a grudging manner, but because he wants you to be happy, you’ve got a winner. Give him extra points if he actually sits through it with you!

• 12. He makes you feel special.

• Finally, is he the kind of guy who’s always trying to keep the romance alive? Bringing you flowers or breakfast in bed are both really wonderful ways to know he cares. If he’s always going out of his way to make you feel exceptional hold on tight, the man is a keeper.

to KUMBANG, i've checked it out for so many times! i guess u've done it all according to the signs up there! (except the no.8 that we both can't be sure yet,HAHAHA!)


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Sumpah! I never thought to be like this....

Its different.....totally different!
and i don't even know who should be blamed in this matter!
but...i never regret.....
spending time with u is always a fairytale moment to me...
as u once admitted....
i felt miserable when i know that u are far from me....
i felt worst when u left me....
i felt like my heart like is fighting with myself when i had a fight with him....
sumpah that i really sayang him....really2!
we've done like everythng together....*except those privates la!
he always said that i'm brave... i'm daring... i'm relax.. i'm ego....
but did'nt he ever think that he is the reason i stand strongly????
like how? sometimes he thinks that i'm even stronger than him in anything...
in doing assignments..
in making decisions....
in solving problems..
in settling all tiny miny matters....
but u know what dear???
i have to be strong for u....
i know that u really need support in going through ur life here...
if anything that bother ur heart and mind....
please,let me know. we can sit and talk....and solve it.together.
we need eachother....
i'm always here for you..
and i really hope that you always there for me....always.forever.