i was always think about it since i forgot when..
its damn weird man!
NOW... I'm super nice,i'm not selfish,i'm very tolerate,i'm forgiven,i socialise with almost all saint people,i speak nicely,i do my prayer,i'm interested in religeous guy and i didn't CURSE anyone anymore..but it was'nt who i am before...I do miss my old lifestyle in BSD before,but i know its not the best for me....VICE VERSA to a guy who was once mine.. He is so religous and saint once! but he changes a lot.....his words,his dressing,his social life,social interest,almost everything! He became who am i before. But why??? I know that he is so nothing to do with my life....and i shouldn't bother! n i don't bother either....its just that i suddenly feel like indulging my curiousness...
Hey! There's nothing to be proud of to be a not so good person la dude...... I dont know why ALLAH turns us in such way....I dont have to argue,I should obey! because Almighty ALLAH had set us the pros n cons in every of our decision! So,guys and girls....think!think!think! and decide wisely....Alhamdulillah, I love myself more now n my heart feels very clean and calm now....
