i hate durian. i can't stand the smell. other people would says mengada2 ar malay people xmakan durian, tp sumpah i mmg xsuke. 3days ago..out of nowhere i feel like tasting just a little bit of the king of fruit, durian. 3 hari jugakk la dok ajak kumbang pg bli dian 2.....mcm2 hal la pdahal ade je org jual durian depan uitm 2,xpe lah u....
in the end..i go find it myself with my friends.they enjoy it a lot. but i finish only 1 small piece of it with tears in heart... u never be by my side when i want you....thank you sygg . i can't felt anything much that sad..

MY CRYING BLANKET.

Lately ni i ada new activity....which is nangis dalam selimut tebal. Because i juz can't spit it out!
i can't tell other people about my feelings..but he's not there to listen.. if i tell it out, things will go round other way. misunderstandings. fed up la.. xmampu nk tangung alone,can't share with him, can't tell other people, can't post truth in blogs...hhere, i just feel like write it out since it just cannot come out from my mouth straight a way. i stuck here. i stress. i pissed off. but i love him. n most important , i'm writing while crying in my blanket.