Sumpah! I never thought to be like this....

Its different.....totally different!
and i don't even know who should be blamed in this matter!
but...i never regret.....
spending time with u is always a fairytale moment to me...
as u once admitted....
i felt miserable when i know that u are far from me....
i felt worst when u left me....
i felt like my heart like is fighting with myself when i had a fight with him....
sumpah that i really sayang him....really2!
we've done like everythng together....*except those privates la!
he always said that i'm brave... i'm daring... i'm relax.. i'm ego....
but did'nt he ever think that he is the reason i stand strongly????
like how? sometimes he thinks that i'm even stronger than him in anything...
in doing assignments..
in making decisions....
in solving problems..
in settling all tiny miny matters....
but u know what dear???
i have to be strong for u....
i know that u really need support in going through ur life here...
if anything that bother ur heart and mind....
please,let me know. we can sit and talk....and solve it.together.
we need eachother....
i'm always here for you..
and i really hope that you always there for me....always.forever.